cornblake

The darkness comes in with the tide
The year slips on the calendar
Your kiss flares
A match struck in the night
Flares and dies
My slumber broken
Kiss me again
Kiss me
Kiss me again
And again
Never enough
Greedy lips
Speedwell eyes
Blue skies

As a jealous man, I suffer four times over: because I am jealous, because I blame myself for being so, because I fear my jealousy will wound the other, because I allow myself to be subject to a banality: I suffer from being excluded, from being aggressive, from being crazy and from being common.

roland barthes

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet) i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

...
I give you back your heart.
I give you permission
for the fuse inside her, throbbing angrily in the dirt,
for the bitch in her and the burying of her wound
for the burying of her small red wound alive
for the pale flickering flare under her ribs,
for the drunken sailor who waits in her left pulse,
for the mother's knee, for the stocking, for the garter belt,
for the call,the curious call when you will burrow in arms and breasts
and tug at the orange ribbon in her hair
and answer the call, the curious call.
She is so naked and singular
She is the sum of yourself and your dream.
Climb her like a monument, step after step.
She is solid.
As for me, I am a watercolor.
I wash off.

a.s.

akşam oldu hüzünlendim ben yine,
hasret kaldım gözlerinin rengine.
gel mehtabım, gel sevdiğim, gel yine;
hasret kaldım gözlerinin rengine.

enginde yavaş yavaş, günün minesi soldu,
derdim bana arkadaş, bugün de akşam oldu.
gölgeler indi suya, kuşlar vardı uykuya,
gurbeti duya duya bugün de akşam oldu.
su uyur fısıldaşır, gider yare ulaşır,
yolcu yolda yaraşır, bugün de akşam oldu.